Today I wanted to jump off my roof. Every thought that passed through my head made me want to step in front of passing cars. And I tried to eat but I felt the extra skin on my thighs and threw up instead. And my family told me “stop it, you’re not depressed you’re acting stupid. Life isn’t that hard.” But they don’t understand that my hands shake and my throat burns when someone looks at me and I don’t know how to get fucking better.

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